Thursday, June 14, 2012

Flash Fiction Friday #42: Shaman

 first fff in a while! And now i have to know: how many times can i write about obeah before i actually need to research it?

                         Shaman

He didn’t like to talk about it, but given the nature of gossip, everyone knew and did the talking for him.
Big time evangelist preacher, but I hear his brother is a obeah man! Yes! I hear it too! An’ it wasn’t jus’ he, his granny in it too! My tanty was tellin’ me so de other day…
Not to say it wasn’t true. For Raymond, growing up was as steeped in Granny’s special prayers as it was in entire Sundays spent in church and revival tents. It had gone on for so long that by the time he was old enough to think anything of it, he couldn’t imagine anything different.
Raymond didn’t hear much about Randy these days other than the whispers of the congregation. The last he heard was that he was up in some shack in San Souci, honing his arts, to paraphrase his grandmother. Randy had embraced it from the start. Raymond had to have a brush with death before he did anything about it. It was ten years ago and he and his best friend Marlon were coming home from a Carnival fete, (the congregation absolutely loved that part), when a driver drunker than he was sped through an intersection and ran into their car, passenger-side first. The driver of the other car had been killed instantly and, as he would find out later, so had Marlon. Yet, when Raymond awoke in the ICU, Marlon was there with him. And he stuck around for a while after that, (and would visit whenever he got bored with whatever otherworldly business he conducted when he wasn’t busy haunting Raymond).
 It was Marlon who helped him figure out the whole healing touch, and Marlon who suggested the whole church business. His granny knew of course, and would tut righteously whenever Raymond mentioned Marlon.
“Spirits not supposed to linger so long,” she would chide, sucking her teeth and shaking her head, to which Raymond would respond with a halfhearted shrug. He knew about as much about ghosts now as he did ten years ago. His forte now lay in balancing the people’s beliefs in the divine and the extent of his ability.
 He started out about a year after his accident. Between the seminary and the advice from Granny, Marlon and Randy, Raymond thrived. For the first time in his life he was actually doing well with something: secondary school was lackluster at best and life pre-collision was idle, punctuated by whatever hustle was necessary to fund temporary desires. But the Church made him feel whole. So his congregation grew. Marlon had the makings of a shrewd businessman and he wasn’t going to let go to waste just because he was dead, and donations poured in.
Raymond declined the radio and TV spots and tried to keep the pills and tonics to a bare minimum. He would cringe when he heard other evangelists on the radio with their bizarre Frankenstein-esque Yankee-cum-“foreign” accents rebuking the Devil and lauding their various remedies, (specially shipped and available for a very affordable $700 package deal). He was already mixing “devil ting” with scriptures and his morals wouldn’t let him betray the people further.
Yet Raymond knew that some of the same members of his congregation that would sit and gossip about his brother would drive up to San Souci to see Randy with matters they felt weren’t appropriate to bring to the House of the Lord. Two sides to the same coin; what was obeah to one was religion to another and whatever Spirit had given him this gift was fed by the same belief of the people. Obeah man, witch doctor, pastor… Raymond had figured out a long time ago that it was the same calling, different name. The trance, the healing… It was all steeped in ritual and parlour tricks, with a kernel of truth nestled at the centre of it all. Shaman was shaman.

Ethos


I always stay too late.
I am always the last to leave,
The one left to taste the soured wine
Passed in frantic effort
To regain the spirit,
Get burnt by the embers
Of hysterical bodies
Trying to rekindle the longspent fire.
Last to leave
And first to come off that high
Brought on by either ethers or ethos
First to sniff the stale smiles that linger in the air
Long after the fleeting fancy
That brought them has left.
I always leave too late,
And as I totter home,
I am always emptier in the dying hours
Drained from the effort of trying to live.

Heat


And it felt like all there ever was,
was heat.
32 degrees coupled with too wet air,
hot stickiness of flesh it incites
hot throbbing in the tips of my fingers
and the end of my toes
hot sighs with hot breath
as hot air lays sultry kisses on
blistering necks.
Hot rain hits hot pavement and sizzles
And all there ever was,
was heat.
My paradise is now hell.